I did it.
BREAK FROM STUDYING. This peach mate always hits the spot. I’m in the study area in the upstairs and you are not aloud to have food, only drinks, but I want to ask for a basket of chips so desperately. I need something to sustain my salt craving right now. Nothing is complete without a basket of chips and peach mate. OH WOE IS ME.
i love making bad decisons in college and knowing you’re going to reap the havoc later. #insomnia.
Your will be still, don’t try.
Don’t let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there’s a strength that lies.
Don’t put your trust in walls
‘Cause walls will only crush you when they fall.” — Ray Lamontagne
- “Curiosity killed the cat, but for a while I was a suspect.”
- “Curiosity was framed. Ignorance killed the cat.”
If something fails or doesn’t go the way you planned then just get over your hill and know that it was not meant to be. Everything goes the way it was originally directed to. It is nothing you did and there is nothing you can do about it. There will be brokenness brought from the pain but that makes us stronger and more prepared for the next crime committed. And by crime I mean, some unknown desire or craving that somehow seems to get crushed under our feet every time. Being rejected sucks. It makes you feel denounced and worthless, like there is always someone out there better than you. But know that if he doesn’t want you, he’s not ready for you. He doesn’t want you…he’s not for you.
I can’t even take my own advice.
I am so thankful for friends whom I never thought would be there for me in such a way that only calls for strictly trustworthy and honest friendship. Lucas Reed you are an incredible, godly man and I hope we stay friends for a long time. I’ve needed to talk out a bunch of my shit (stuff) and I know you are someone I can trust. Thank you.
Life gets hard sometimes and all we have to do is open our hands from its tight grip and just let go. Let go of the constant worry and continuous strain on our hearts. Life is too short to not actually live it, although, we should not get too ahead of ourselves and forget to do good. You should never let go but sometimes the occasion calls for giving it to God and letting it take its course. Patience is key even when it is the farthest thing from our minds.
“Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction.”